DIGGING UP THE PAST

Was reading the ancient blog and i was smiling at what i wrote then.
Childish and i am really a depressed and emo-momo girl then!
And my english, it's either i sucked at it, or careless.

Mich changed alot eh. I remember i used to love this name:Journie. And well, i wanted that name!
But nahx, sticked to nutelle. Hehes.
Below are bits and pieces of my past which trigger my memories!!!! Bits and pieces from blog entries

-Loving someone who doesnt love you back is like reaching for the star... You know you will never reach it but somehow you just have to keep on believing... one day, who knows?! it might fall...



-oh yar...i must really tell yue that i am not a tofu...
she said i am cox i get hurt easily..but not true...heex..only leg and head only..hehe..
yue very evil today, even say i got strawberry nose..i admit la but don need say so loud de mahx..hehe..k ..got to support christina my idol tomorrow..


-then heard Mr chew shouting ....
miss his shoutings and preaching not kidding
I sat there and listen to the way he conducts the band...
and tears starts to well up in my eyes..
miss the good old days...
when there were morning practices...Playing the comp pieces over and over again...
the tears we shed as a band...
the torture my sect went thru...
haii..
those memories...
I used to take all things for granted...
but now....
haii..
honestly, I hope to have a time machine...
if there is one, I will cherish every moment..
but it's too late now...
looking back, there are of cox more bad memories than good..
but theses memorize molded me into what I am today..
although I very much hope to forget all the bad memories...
but ...Impossible...
whenever I look thru some pieces like Yorkshire ballad, I shed tears..
foolish me..
it has happened one year ago...
time to forget...
and stop saying such sad things over and over again...
many times, when I think of her, I really want to turn to my frens...
but how could I?
how can I trigger their memoery again...
so I sit alone in front of the TV..
staring into space and let tears flow down...
sorry if you happen to know I am talking about and it makes you sad..
sometimes, I want life to go on happily..
but somehow, I can't..
haii..
helpless...
lost...
haii...
just less than two years in band, and there are so many memories...



-but i can't get to sleep..
well, i did get to sleep...
but i think sub consciously i kept thinking of my maths..
keot re-doing all the sums...
stressful..
even when i want to sleep, i can't...
whenever i can't solve it, i will wake up..
oh my god..
the sickness and this stupid feeling is really making me sick...
i doubt i can sleep tonight...
great...
i really need to get all the maths sums out of my mind...
>>>>>This happened when i did maths during prelims or Os...nightmare at night!

-hey guys..
got a new achievement!!!!
i can......tie a knot on the stub(my sis says that's what it's called!) with my tongue!!!
>>>>Found out my new talent!


-http://nutelle8-9.piczo.com/?cr=3&rfm=y------kuku pic folder

-http://lonelyintheheart.blogspot.com/2005_10_01_lonelyintheheart_archive.htm------i talked about everyone in 4e2

-http://lonelyintheheart.blogspot.com/2005_12_01_lonelyintheheart_archive.html----Class chalet that i will never forget and M'sia trip that made us LOVE YOYOS

Michelle changed alot...No more emo-momo times and well, no more twitish writing! YUCKS!