F-E-A-R

I see myself time and time again being pulled down by the word fear.
It's hard for me to play wildly with friends i know for less than 2years.
As in, really hard.
Why? I fear that one might get angry.
So, fear is something that really ties me down.
Fear of failing. Fear of falling. Fear of Pain.

If i can be someone that really heck care everything and everyone's feelings.
but the feeling of making someone angry is one of the worst feeling.
Anger might turns into hatred.
Worst.

Junejune and i have been thinking and thinking today again.
Headache!
I was actually walking to school today thinking about something really DUMB.
Is dumb!
If i ever want to adopt a kid, i wont get married(*if i am that suay la*).
Why? I wont want to put the kid at risk.
Why? Guys are jerk.
You love and hate them(*applying to girls*).
Woofs.
nothing nothing.
hehes!!

Shiat. I just forgot that i need to "revise" for the autocad tomorrow.
Hehes.

Loving and hating to love you.