I so hate myself!

The ability to not heal fast.
The ability to read too much in people's words.
All those, i hate myself for that.

Michelle ar Michelle.
Ok, why am i at home?
I woke up super early today.
My back hurt too much.
gosh!
Pray pray wont be so pain tomorrow.
I dont wanna miss school.
T.T
Woke up early.
Can't do much.
Wanted to be a healthy child.
But cannot, pain.
Michelle, you just sucks
My skin hurts.
Kneel hurts.
Practically, i feel so old!
O-L-D!
gosh.

Was doing nothing, just around reading blogs and some other stuff.
Realised that i read alot into people's words.
And it just affects me.
Afterall, Michelle worries too much about how others think about her.
Too much.
Michelle ar Michelle.
I am indeed a contradicting person.
I hate it when someone speaks behind my back(*impossible to avoid*) and yet, i worry too much when words are spoken.
Michelle!
I need to learn, learn to not care.
Well, i really worry too much.
Till at times, i am tired.
Too tired.

Be myself?
I lost myself.

Back hurt. Everywhere hurt. But all for the beach, it's worth it!
Woofs.
Back to rest!
Good luck peeps.
I think i will head to Bugis to pray pray tomorrow.
Can soon bian shop shop.
=X Trying to do light studying today.
=)
In all, Michelle is a wayyy too happy girl to be sad over stuff for long!
p/s: my throat hurts and the honey is not making it any better this time!