MEEMEE OFF TO GENTING- MICHELLE AND MELISSA ALONE AT HOME WITH
DONGS AND MONKS


MEEMEE GOING OFF TO GENTING TOMORROW!
And that means, NO more HOMECOOKED FOOD. NO MORE NAGGINGS.
But the one suffering most is dongdong.
=(


Oh my gosh! My meemee bought like LOADS OF FOODSTUFF HOME!
Machiam like war coming.
Then she nag and nag. She need to nag enough for the next few days.
Pooof.

Gonna miss her!! *shys*


Okok, today, not too bad.
A day ok in school.
Not too bad. NO PROGRAMMING TEST O.
Woofs.

Okok, today's mood is ok...(*tinking of my locket*)
Wore chris shoe to school.
Happy? I love it girl. Thanks alot o!
hehes.

Then after school, the norm. Eat and slacked and head home.

And i realised how i was feeling these few days.
The mood swings and stuff.
I know le la!
Michelle and her stupid ego-momo stuff.
Michelle, go bang your head on the wall now. yes go..
*boom, bang, bash, bang, boom, crash, crack, squish*

No worries people, she just punished herself for mood swings.
But the one thing that made caused her to keep having mood swings these few days, is still herself la.
She is feeling so ashamed of herself these few days!
Her having her kind of result, is like...erm, a young man, touching a women boobs in public and getting condemn for that?
It's like a criminal like that.
DUMB. Yeaps, like the words DUMB and STUPID hanging around her neck
*picturing scenario*

No more emo-momo.

Gosh, my eyes feels kinda swollen le la.
And i think gj will be fetching us to school tml.
And that calls for celebration! (*Michelle,what is there to celebrate?!*)
Lols, no need to wake up super duper early.

I realised, the simplest things, are actually the things that made me smile the most.
=)
Keep it up Michelle.
Oh my gosh, my emo-momo must be due to the monthly happening.
And the sudden back-to-normal-syndrome is drastic.
*humming to the music as usual*

After looking at my blog statistics, i intend to close down my blog.
Told junejune about it. And guess what, she told me something that really touched my heart. Serious!
No kidding!
Like i said, simple things, make Michelle happy.
She told me, she like reading my blog.
*Michelle, stop blushing!*
So, well, let's keep this blog going!
Woofs.

*yawns*
Yeaps, i am super duper sleepy. Slept at like 5am in the morning, all thanks to Insomnia.
And woke up at 7am.
You tell me, where is the energy lo.
My sleeping timing also gone haywire.
tsktsk.


Oh gosh, trying to get Miss Optimist back to be in charge of Michelle
Yeaps.
Hehes.

Junejune and i, seems to be into talking about certain "deep" thoughts these few days.
Interesting and mind bogging.
Hmmms.
After all, we are thinking and trying to solve things that are hard to figure.
I have this very weird thinking these few days.
And i finally realised i am wrong!
Woops.

What is the motive of this two persons:
1. Someone using underhand methods to get to the top rank.
2. Someone trying hard to bring joy to others.
What?
They are both the same right?
The main motive is to be happy themselves.
So, why do we condemn the first one?

To me, i dont condemn the first, i just pity them.
Using underhand methods, results in more hurt themselves right.
Afterall, don't bring harm to others, bring joy to others.
No one is expecting you to hurt yourself to bring joy to others right?
Well, if you dont want to bring joy to others, then don't bother trying to contribute pain.

But human works in such a magical way.
*Wait, Michelle, are you using the word magical???*
At a certain point of time, they love seeing others in pain.
Or at least that is what they feel.

I used to wonder why murders want to kill.
Why terrorist love to attack lives and cause destruction.
After all, there got to be a balance right?
They are wrong, that is what we(*assume to be good, and righteous people*) think.
Humans, forever thinking we are right.
I am not saying those "evil doers" are right of course.
But standing on their point of view, they are right.

That is just, a more general point of view.
My point is, we see, we judge and we conclude.
And so many times, we are so blinded by what we see and by what we hear.
Just gathering a FEW "evidence" we try to piece them together(*using portray something not that good*).
And why? Majority of humans are perverted~
We seldom remember good stuff.
So things we piece together are negative!

We do such stuff. Everyone of us.
*Don't try to deny when Michelle here admit in doing that*
But we cannot accept others doing the same thing to us.
How would the terrorist feel if they are in our shoes?
How will those soldiers feel when they are in their victim's shoes?
How will you feel if you place yourself in your victim's shoes?

*Great, Michelle is going to contradict herself again*
*GO bang the wall again!*
*Bing, Bang, Boom, Biang, Pionk, Crack, Squish*
The above questions, not many have thought of it before.
I have seen myself questioning myself and end up with this answer at times- i am right, and that person is right, SO WHO IS RIGHT?
If both is right, then why can't we get a solution that we both are happy with?

Great, a whirlpool of thoughts.
*That sounds weird though. *
I love to argue. My fren used to say that this is one way i try to be different.
*No, don't make me sound alien.*
And someone told me, don't argue, dont try to force your views and opinions on others.
If this is so, then the world will be like BORING already.
We don't agree with each other, yet, we won't argue about it.
We just nod the head, and of course, deep in our hearts, we are NOT HAPPY about it.
Dang~
What a world.
So we all should not talk.
After all, we can't all AGREE on the same thing ALWAYS right?
Or am i wrong?


Alright, my post are all like jumbled up, messy and not organised.
So don't mind me if you don't understand abit.
I just type what is in my mind.
Hehes. Dont mind me!
*Michelle, stop being so disorganized! *
I am like staring at my friend's nick.

Humans are never satisfied.

How true, and how untrue.
Ok, it's true. But so are animals. (*that is how i think la*)

One reason why humans can never be easily satisfied(*esp in Singapore*)- satisfied with it, you stop improving and once that happens, you are lagging behind all others.
Like someone gives you $5 and you are satisfied with it? Nopes. What can $5 do?
Of course you would say, at least that person gave you $5 or you will have none right!
But the problem is, enough is never enough for humans!

Ugly humans(*but they looks pretty and nice right*).
I remember watching Over The Hedge and with one thought in the mind, No Human Is 100% Loving towards animals.
Or rather not many.
And the worst thing is, we condemn robbers, we condemn arson.
But aren't we doing the same?
We are actually snatching place/land from the animals.
This place we are living in, used to be the place where animals and humans roam together.
Living and relying on each other in this lil food chain.

But now, we just want this plot of land for OURSELVES.
We hire those pest control people.
We shoot birds.
We get rid of animals that "invade" our homes(*but arent we invading their homes as well??*).
But then, we are actually the ones invading their homes.
And calling it OUR homes.
Sicko humans.

So you see, humans are that contradicting.
But the above scenario is enough to push me to WORK HARDER. WORK TILL I DROP.
The weaker ones, will be KICKED out of comfort zone.
And expect no sympathy.

Can you imagine an animal...
Roaming, trying to find some human to help them?
And he sees some so-called animal lover lurking around. Turns to him for help.
He calls the zoo/night safari. And the animals get locked up. Although he has food and shelter.
But where is the freedom he deserved.

It's the same in reality i think.
So lost. Want to look for someone you would call a friend, or just someone for help.
And in turn, you never know when this person will just sell you out.
The thought is plain freaky.
This is something junejune and i fear.
For the future.
*Michelle, cut the crap about-YOUNGSTERS SHOULD NOT FEAR FEAR*
*Youngsters not human meh?*
Do well, you get backstabbed.
Don't do well, kena condemned.
Tsktsk.
Then what? Do average job, and get everything average meh?
No way!
Michelle is actually someone that don't like a simple life.
Yet, she wants a simple life.
Very contradicting hor.

Oh my gosh, i am so sleepy le la!
*YAWNS*
So many thoughts running in my head like there's no tomorrow!
Gonna sleep. Let's hope i can get to sleep.
Let's hope mr Sandman is here early to sprinkle an extra dose of sleepy powder on me.
______________________________________________________________
They said, liking brings hatred.
And i realised, hating, might be better than liking.
But why is it that, this time, there is not a single bit of hatred?

-XOXO