Plastic Surgery: X or O

Nothing just rambling.
Been caught. Caught a flu.
No no, not the achoo kinda flu.
Is the thinking flu.

I have been thinking and thinking.
And guess what, i have no motive for thinking, i just want to think.

What happens when you are faced with something you don't like?
Something that is just not going the way you want it to.
And the problem is, life just don't go the way you want it too right?
I have always felt that i am unlucky. Why?
Reading back on the entries i written long before, i saw the same thing i felt.
It's always alternating. One day i am happy and over the moon and next day, i will comfirm be not happy.
And it's always the case. Jinx jinx jinx.

Great, whassup with Michelle? I also don't know.
I just get so sick of talking to humans, so sick of sticking around with humans.
At it's weird. It's not that i am feeling so the whole day, just at times, for very short period of times.
I just get so sick of everything and everyone.
I don't know. It's just this feeling of not knowing.

Now, a conversation with three people. Talking about inner beauty and appearance.
To me, there is never such a thing.
For example, two person looking equally shitty to others, may appear different to you.
It's just the feeling.
Oh crap, Michelle what are you talking about??

Ok, back to the main topic i am supposed to blog about.
Plastic surgery: X or O(*fyi: X-no and O-yes*)?
I personally go for O one lo..
I was watching that variety prog just now. And is crap lo!
The guys actually said they don't like fake breast.
And some guys actually want BIG breast.
So i am like O_O .
What you expect?!

Oh great, the conversation...is making my brain go bonkers!
How do you know when you meet the RIGHT one. (*not the left and right that right*)
Such a question hor, can make me think of HOURS one lo.
And when i think hard = i don't talk, i don't do anything, i just stare and think.
And that means wasting time!
Okok, let me jot down what is running in my mind now(*i am contradicting, so each pointer may make no sense with each other*)
-liking his faults like they are his strengths.
-not expecting that person to change.
-giving in and not expecting anything.
-wanting to be the best for the person even if that means leaving that person.
-even after 7years, you still like the person's faults/weaknesses.

That's all i can think of. Going for a jog later, alone of course.
=) Oh yes, woke up with an aching back and realised it's bruised. *Blueblack*
Just near the "spine end".
Pain.
One more day to Meemee's birthday. sis and i bought something for her, later she say waste $$ again. But hor, she is like that one. Say waste $$, but inside very happy. koushixinfei one lo.
Woops.
Hehe.
And she's going Genting on tuesday with deedee. Going to be back on thurs. So good right! Cold weather! Spiderman!
Woofs.
I so want to go.
Hehes.
Then saturday going Malacca. Woofs!
Shopping? No link with malacca but they say there shop is good.
Hmmmm.
I have my doubts though.
Okok..
gotta go jog le..
Woof~