Scared

I hate to use the word "scared" but i am now.
Why am i up so early? Because i am scared to sleep now.
A series of nightmares that made me wake with tears in my eyes.
I hate nightmares. And worst when it can't stop.
After a really freaky nightmare, i woke up.
Intending to sleep again. I did.
And once again, another nightmare.

I am actually trying hard to remember what's all the nightmare about.
But i can't.
So sleepy and tired now.
*yawns*
But nahx, wont get back to sleep.
Been a looonnngggg time since i last had nightmares.
And it's so cold now!!
Brrrrr..


okok, cut things short.
I AM TIRED.
*yawnssss*