Sudden

Well, have been thinking of my maternal grandma.
Why?
Was taking the bus to school today and this old lady was sitting beside me.
And i just feel that she looks like my grandma.
I miss her!
She is the hippiest grandma on earth!

I remember her laughter. Her superb cooking skills.
I remember coming to our house, sit on the sofa.
And my sis will show her her drawings.
Then she will praise my sis.
And she will go with my mum to fetch us.

But she left us when i was in primary 5.
That day, was a day filled with signs that she was leaving us.
Even before that, she gave us signs.
On the day, she left us. Signs were shown.
Around evening, we were with her at her own home.
She was still alive.
But at the same time, my mama's maid heard her voice from the door.
She gave us signs.
But we didnt catch them.
When we were having lunch.
When she called us to go over to her house.

We went to her house.
She called my sis and i to go into the room to play.
She seldom do that.

My mom was watching the show on Channel8.
She dozed off.
And i think then, my grandma, she decided to leave peacefully in her sleep.
She took her dentures out(*which by right, need to take out at night only*).
And she slept beside the sofa my meemee was sleeping on.
Then we heard meemee shouting because she wanted to wake her up.
But failed.
She became cold after her last breathe.
My grandma.
We all called the ambulance which took like SO LONG TO come.
well, they said if they know is an elderly, they will take slower because they know cannot make it already.
We tried to call mama.
Everyone hard to reach.

Ambulance came.
Brought her to the hosp.
Announced.
All of us cried.
Cried like hell.
Went to see her in a room.
Her eyes are half closed.
Hard to close.

Heart wrenching to see everyone crying that badly.
I cried. I love my grandma alot.
I pitied my meemee.
She sticks to my grandma like paper and glue.
Heart wrenching.
The day she was cremated.
My meemee, my mama, and all aunts, they cried like hell.
Us, as grandchildren, cried too.
Even jeremy, he shed not a single tear. But on that day, he cried.

I miss her.
She is a nice lady.