Tired and mind is tired


Back.
Woke up UNWILLINGLY this morning.
Back is aching like nuts.
But had to wake up of course, can't afford to miss another lesson.

Met junejune and first lesson Creativity and Innovation.
One module that i am quite worried of.
What to study? I have completely no idea.
TB is full of words, read all? no idea.

Then lunch at Fast Food Canteen.
Wanted very much to stick to something healthy but failed.
(*Go bang your head now*)
Then PCB quiz, DE and Computer Programming.

A totally tired day.
Nopes, there is not much teaching today.
What am i thinking?
Of everything.
I just don't understand certain things, but at least junejune and i feel the same.
So i don't feel alien.
School culture difference?
I don't know.


My mind is so argh~
Are we too sensitive about certain things?
Are we that "bao shou"?
Or is it the June-Babies illness?
I have been wondering about this.
And i notice this thing in me that i have been unable to kick off.
I simply hate to lose to guys.
(*stop it michelle, you are making it all corny*)
But honestly, since sec1 till now, i can't stop feeling so.
The feeling of being dumb just irks me alot.
Dang~
An illness???

Lols.
Fine.
I am now stuffing myself with Wasabi.
Why?
I am totally pissed off with myself.
I am so noisy today.
You know even at times when i talk, i just feel so irritated with myself.
Michelle, learn to keep your mouth shut.

T.T
I love wasabi. At least, they make you tear without reason.
=)
Tired. Be back to blog later, time to change skins!

The words you said, the promises you made are lies.
Your presence is not important to me anymore.
A short span of 4years and you changed so much.
Let me have good memories of you, and no bad.
So leave quietly.