TIRED and TRYING

Freakingly tired.
Had school in the morning.
8am lesson, 8.15 dismissed.
He practically just asked us to go take attendence.
That is all.
And we just have to hand in three pieces of the work by 11.59pm.
That is all.
So..i am like cheated of 1hr of sleep.
1hr of sleep means alot to me.
Especially when i am getting OLDER.

So went to the stadium with del.
She insist on jogging.
I sat there, and look.
She jogged the first and walked..
And i continued reading the book.

And Maths.
And Creativity Innovation.
Nothing much today.
After that, went to Chong Pang to have lunch.
Chong Pang = sian place.
Nothing interesting to me since i frequent that place before.

Junejune left. My manager of the day.
She better bring back some food for me.
T.T
And so, headed back to school for WSS.
Wanted to complete my PCB.
But due to my stupidity, alot of work is needed.
I am like totally ZZZz with myself.
Just solder and it's done.
But me, I NEED TO CHECK. CUT. AND WIRE WRAP.
Tell me, why am i so unlucky?!
And now, i still can't find my DE proj...
TICTACTOE gone.

What's wrong with me?!
Totally sian-ed.
Seeing people's pcb board work...
Makes me so......uneasy!
Suckiest feeling i tell you.
Never mind.
I believe, there is nothing i cannot complete.
TRUST MYSELF! TRUST MYSELF! (*don't demoralize me. I just want support o*)

Not going by what i plan.
I don't want to talk too much.
Like i've said, talk too much, wrong too much.
Shut my mouth, and everything's gonna be fine.


Given a "dateline". By weekend.
An answer.
Dang~
I hate given a choice.
A chance to open myself to another new part of my journey?
I don't know.

Loving.
Missing.
Disappointed.