Tired!

No! I am not tired! It's all in the mind!
T.T
Hehes.
Am in a dreamy mode today.
Practically, the whole day is like dreaming.
From morning, till now. Am i dreaming!?

Okok, woke up late!
Woke up at 8.45. Late! Lucky junejune called.
T.T
Then bathed for a freaking 5mins!
fast!
Then rushed down without even tying my shoelaces.
Board the cab. Uncle very talkative.
And then, this uncle very funny.
I told him i want to go NYP.
Then talking and talking.
He say his son in NS, his daughter in dono what secondary school.
Then he ask me....what school am i from.
I am like "HUH?"
Then i say..nyp..
then he orh...
Abit blur lo.
And guess how much the cab fare is, $9.00 leh!!!!!!
T.T
Can have one KFC meal le la.
T.T

Then rushed for maths, end up, there's like only 4people in the lecture hall.
T.T
SO TIRED!!!!!
I hate it when it's near exams.
My body just starts to go against me.
Woke up at 1am the morning.
Went to the toliet to puke.
YES.
That is what happen when exam's near.
Either my stomach go haywire, or i tend to want to puke.
So, from now till 2of March, it's a...well, tiring thing for me.
T.T

Okok.
Had maths lecture, then head over to Newton to eat.
Had the super spicy noodles.
Yummms.
Then went to terry's hse.
Well, and we went to the playground.
WANTED TO PLAY THE SWING. but then, dont have.
So just played catching.
T.T
Yes, we are kids.
= ) Very tired. Been so long since i played catching.
Fun fun!
= )

Then head over to terry's house to drink water.
Then head back to school.
=0
Had elp. then no more lesson le.
Waste my time again.
Or rather, my bus fare!
T.T
Never mind.
Am actually feeling super not right now.
Why?
I am just worried!
Worried about anything that is "worryable".
T,T

Okok, found out that my bday will fall on fri.
I love bdays. But i hate the age.
I don't want to be 18!
Junejune and i, we dont want to be 18.
Can we remain as 17forver?? I know cannot.
I love my age, if can, i don't mind being younger.
I know many people love and want to be 18. Or older.
Why?
It's like the age to legal drinking, legal clubbing(*not all*), legal smoking and all sorts.
Oh yes, not forgetting, the responsibility. And bearing of all consequences of your actions.
I love being young. Meemee will help you plan stuff, people help you plan your stuff, you just follow.
And consequences? You dont bear them all.
When you are younger, you do wrong things, and guess what, you can most of the time escape! Afterall, you are young, and you wont know what is right and what is wrong.
Now, older, whatever we do, people judge.
We are expected to do it right.
We are expected to do as EXPECTED.
I hate it. Ok, it's very obvious mich is just afraid of consequences.
I always try and avoid trouble.
I just hate to be place in a situation when i need to make a choice. Worrying if the choice is right or wrong.
I dont want to grow up!!

But come on, Michelle, you got to get on.
Can start grumbling about this, but the fact remains!
Live on Michelle.




And it's freaky the way she died and what was happening.
The deathnote advert.
Like my sis fren's blog said, it's like she is destined to die one.
And her assistant escaped death.
And the car she was in, is the Mini cooper, one of the safest car in the world.
But why did the airbags fail to function.
She severed Coma Index 3.
And the way the doctor describe the situation of the brain - tofu liked.
And news...proved something more freaky.
128, date 28/1/07.
She was reading page 128, the main actress in the Deathnote died on 28/1/07.
Blood staining road signs.
Freaky. Yes.
To me.
I am watching all news about her on youtube.
And years ago, another lady actress died.
On the same date.
On the road.

No matter whether she is an actress, or a singer, she is afterall a human.
I know many people died in car accidents.
But it's just saddening to hear this piece of news.
The water retention in her brain and stuff.
Heartbreaking.
For a young girl, a talent.
And i believe, she is a nice girl.
Since so many people say so.
Saying that she just returned home, to somewhere safer and happier.
When one dies, those that are hurt most = the living.
I am not a great fan of XuWeiLun.
But somehow, her death impact me much.
Many descibed it as : 天使回天上去了
I believe so. Evil doers, live long. And usually, those kind hearted people die early.
Well, perhaps almighty up there wants the nice people to go up to help him?
Maybe.
I don't know.
Life is so unpredictable.

Love those around you.
Cherish all around you, even your enemy!
Appreciate all around.