tired.
I am sick of all the pretends.
I am sick of everything!
I am sick of pissing you off.
I am sick of being the small girl.
I am sick of being the one what can't take care of herself.
I am sick of everyone playing the game of pretend.
I am sick of everyone pretending to be righteous.

So sick of it all.
I am sick of pretending i am alright.
I am so sick of it.

I hate making you angry.
A friend i want to keep for long.
Please do not care about my business anymore.
Whether i like someone or not, it will no longer be your business.
I am tired of being the girl that listens to your advice.
I am tired of being the nice girl.
I am not nice.
I am not good.
Forget it.

I don't want to and have no wish to trouble you or anyone with my troubles.
Or rather worries.
Don't make be dependent on others.
I promised i won't be that way.


I am just tired of all the politics.
In games, there are politics.
In reality there are.
Where to escape to?
I have no idea.

I just need myself.
I dont want your advice.
I am tired of everything.
SO tired.

Stop worrying about me.
Stop caring.
It gives me too much pressure.

I know i am jumping to the deep hole.
I am not afraid of getting hurt.
I am just happy to be beside.

Thanks for your concern.
I no longer want to be the one.
Gives me too much pressure.
Forget it.

I am just tired.
Let me sleep.