Was doing nothing.
N-O-T-H-I-N-G .
So when i am bored, i think.
Hehes.

And i am wondering why my tears flow like a spoilt tap.
I wonder why.
I remember meemee telling me about my crying moments.
When i was a baby(*which i have no memories of*), my auntie will come to my side and tell me i am a naughty girl.
And i will immediately cry. Cry.
My aunt is like no scolding me or anything, just SAYING.
Simple things like that.

Then when i am in primary school.
I got this form teacher(*maths teacher*) that is very fierce. You do something wrong, your hands will get hit.
And he will scold over something small.
I remember seeing one of my classmates getting scolded and i cried.
CRIED!

And as i get older, it just gets worst.
My tears are like free flow~
And at times, i just dont want to cry, i just dont want to, but then, it just flows!
When i know i am not feeling sad, angry or in a state of mind where tears is need, it just wants to flow.
I see someone cry, tears just automatic flow.
When i fear someone is angry, tears auto flow.
AUTO.

Weird.
Like today in ELQ.
Was talking to junejune.
And well, was referring to something/someone that i fear.
And can feel tears.

I don't understand why too.
My eyes, got problem or something?
I dont understand!

Remember One Litre Of Tears.
First epi, less than 2mins into the show, i started crying le.
And there is no one epi that i wont cry one.
Hana kimi, i cried when Ella cried.
Gosh.

Is it some bodily malfunction or just in the mind?
I wonder..